by kathyn rippley
July 31 will be the first anniversary of the death of my husband Jim to melanoma. And I find myself feeling much the same way I did when he first died....I'm just so incredibly sad, I don't feel like seeing anyone or doing anything, I'm very angry at times, and I have no appetite...I had been doing some better up until about a week ago. I just don't think I can take much more of this, and they tell me I'm just at the beginning of this journey. Oh, God, sometimes I wish I had gone too, I miss my mom and my husband so much.