First of many!

by Cindy Chester
(Dundee OR)

Two 1/2 months sense my beloved slipped from this life in my arms. My first Thanksgiving with out my beloved Terry. Christmas is coming up fast. I think I might have a grip on my feeling and I fall apart all over again. I found our Christmas stockings today and it hit me like a mack truck. My life feels a drift and the pain so deep. I miss his smile, his voice all of him. I curl up with his coat or cuddle his pillow. I miss you my soul mate.

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Dec 04, 2012
Lost husband and son
by: Anonymous

I'm so sorry ,for your lost, I'm too ,feel so hurt ,anger , my husband for 37 yrs married ,past away 2007 then my one and only son ,past away 2010 ,thanks giving ,all holidays come ,don't matter to me , now Christmas is coming ,it's no big deal to me , I wish they were both still with me , I miss them so much ,I talk to both of them every day ,to just make my self feel better , we both have to pray to god to make us strong ,

Nov 27, 2012
I know
by: Lynda

Thank you for sharing this site with Paster. Like you, I will be using it as soon as I can slow down the words that fly around in my head.

Nov 25, 2012
so so sorry
by: terry

cindy,iam so sorry for your loss.i too have spent my first thanksgiving alone.iam try not to think of christmas right wife of 33 years passed on the 20th of nov, day after our is hard to go on but we must.i too have been left to my fate alone.i wish us all ,who have lost a loved one the strenght to go on.

Nov 25, 2012
First of many!
by: Doreen U.K.

Cindy I am sorry for your loss of your beloved and how the days ahead are going to be very difficult for you.
You are not alone. I lost my husband 6 months ago and I am feeling the same way.
Holidays coming up. Christmas, anniversaries, birthdays, Easter, Vacations. Never more will life be the same for us. We just survive from day to day hoping that life will get easier. But it is still an ongoing battle for us all.

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