First of many!
by Cindy Chester
Two 1/2 months sense my beloved slipped from this life in my arms. My first Thanksgiving with out my beloved Terry. Christmas is coming up fast. I think I might have a grip on my feeling and I fall apart all over again. I found our Christmas stockings today and it hit me like a mack truck. My life feels a drift and the pain so deep. I miss his smile, his voice all of him. I curl up with his coat or cuddle his pillow. I miss you my soul mate.