Forever in my heart~never forgotten
by Danyell hatfield
My sister was 13 years young when she passed away. I was 10 years old when she passed away. She passed away November,12,2010 at the children's hospital it was 11:10 pm when she passed away. Her name is Christen Lynn Anderson. She had cystic fibrosis,severe asthma,severe reflux and seasonal allergies. She was also in complete liver failure. The night she passed away at the hospital my mom made my dad take me and my younger sister home because she didn't want us to see my sister in the hospital bed,she thought it would have scared us. The next day that morning when I woke up all I heard was my dad outside crying and coughing. So I went outside to see what was wrong but he said that his head ache but I knew that wasn't what was wrong. Right then and there I knew that she left me. No one had to tell me, I knew because I remembered that she was in the hospital. So I was thinking to myself why did she have to leave me,why did Jesus take her? So then my dad came in the house and said that my mom wanted us home. He took me and my little sister to my moms house. When we got there everyone was sitting on the porch crying. The first thing I noticed was that my sister wasn't there. So I said she is gone isn't she. That's when my mom said christen is in heaven now, but Chloe didn't understand, so she asked mommy when is she coming home, all I could do is cry when she asked that. Why did she have to leave me we was so close we did everything together. Even though we were sisters she is still my best friend. Now all I do is stay in my room by myself. I don't know what to do anymore. Now if christen was still here she would be 6 years young. I am 12 now I will be 13 in December. Next month, November,12,2013 it will be 3 years that she has been gone,but my friends and boyfriend has helped me get through a lot. I regret this one time that me and Christen got into an argument . I just miss her so much. Now all me and my little sister fight so much. I know that we shouldn't be fighting because I have done lost one sister, I don't want to lose another she is like the only blood sister that I have left, I have other siblings they just don't have the same mom or same dad,I just don't want to lose another, don't know what I would do if I lost my younger sister, I would probably try to run away. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I just wish I could just hear or see my sister one more time. Rest in heaven sissy, I love and miss you so much. Thanks for letting me share my story.