From Time to Time

by Patricia
(Las Vegas)

A last Kiss Good-bye ~

A last Kiss Good-bye ~

I was listening to a song and it say's a lot of what I feel for Billy now that you're gone. So many things we took for granted, it's a shame we have to lose someone to really understand what we have. So now I'm going to say what I mean and mean what I say, because you may never have tomorrow or that second chance.
So I leave this year with this song to my love ~

From time to time I have regrets
For all the things I didn't say
That were on my list
From time to time my memory slips
But you're the one thing in my life
I won't forget ~
There'll never be a minute of the day
I won't think of you
My feelings are so strong in me
I feel it through and through
There'll never be a night that's so dark
that we won't shine
Or a dream that we've lost that we can't find
You'll always be, the one for me
I think of you from time to time
And in between
I do
I think of you from time to time
And in between

Forever ~ I love you Billy ~
always, 1 step, 1 breath at a time ~

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Jan 01, 2011
From time to time
by: Mari

My sentiments exactly Patricia. I have a lot of nice memories but some regrets too. I wish I could have gotten my husband to the doctor sooner. I had to finally get very upset to get him to go and after he went he only lived about 2 weeks. I realize it was just his time but maybe just maybe he could have had a little more time.
I did kiss him good night that fateful night and he told me 2 times that day he loved me.
He was stubborn and stoic. But he came into my life when I was having a lot of problems and kept asking me to marry him until I finally did.
He proceeded to make my kids and grandkids like his own.

Those were his ''babies.'' My pastor said he went to him for prayer for salvation shortly before he passed and prayer for his ''babies.''

Today I hung up my new Psalms 2011 calendar and prayed that this year would bring healing and told God I would serve him always.
I do think of my husband from time to time and then some but am ready to start anew. I am needed here and busy with church activities. I need the joy of the Lord to be of help to others. And I totally agree with you Patricia that I will say what I mean and what I feel. I want my kids, my mom and dad to know I love them.

I am sure your husband knew you loved him and mine too but it just seems that God took him when I was not ready to let him go. Take care. God bless you.

Jan 01, 2011
Bittersweet memories
by:

Patricia,

You express yourself wonderfully. You write what I feel but cannot get into words.
I do not think that you ever took Billy for granted. I can see the Love that you had in words and pictures.

My wish for you is that you can find some peace down the road. We all deserve it
but find it hard to accomplish. As much as we hate this grief it has become our norm. Grief that seems insurmountable becomes a way of life.

Someday you will want to claw your way out of grief. You will tire of it taking over you entire life and all of your thoughts.

Escaping grief is every bit as hard as getting used to it. My best to you hoping this new year brings sweet memories of you love not bittersweet.
HH

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