Full Moon Rising
I am just days away from the first anniversary of my dear Kent not being home. He was in hospital for a month before he passed away without warning so I mark this upcoming anniversary as important as his death day anniversary. You see we both expected that he would come home again. But it never happened and I spend these days remembering "well last year on this day we were buying ice cream from our favorite dairy or on this day last year we decided to take a trip to Eastern Canada next summer or this day last year we made sweet love. The first year alone in our home is awful. I am so lonely. It is a physical pain that doesn't seem to ease. There's a full moon rising tonight and I hope it shines on both of us. May it bring some peace before the next full moon that will mark the first anniversary of his death. I miss him more than words can ever say.