by Jo Ann
(Clark co ky)
My Moses was a beautiful Austrilian shepherd and spitse. He was 14and died last night. He had fallen and hit his head and was seize ring . The vet was with him in my kitchen and he was on his bed. His heart gave out. I loved him so much and I fill so guilty I can't stop crying. He had had the loose bowel movement and I made him go out and it was rather warm. Vet said he had heat stroke. I have been cleaning up after him so as he just dropped his poop whenever. I am 78and was getting so tired of cleaning after him. He has been such a good companion since I retired. Got him month I retired 1997. He had water and his mat on porch which is just a stoop with one step. I left him out until 8:30 from 5:00. I feel so guilty he did not get to come in. I was getting ready to let him in when I saw he was seizing. Got him in a friend carried him and I called the vet. He Sid he had a bad heart and was not getting air ans he passed shortly. I have never been mean to him. He slept with me until 2years ago when he got spo feeble he could not get in bed. The last few weeks I made him sleep inkitchen because of his bowel movements. I cant get over the guilt and I a. Getting so depressed.