GIVE HIM BACK TO ME
by HEATHER
(P.C FLORIDA)
I'M 26 YRS OLD AND NOW A WIDOW, MY HUSBAND PAST AWAY 2WKS AGO FROM CYSTIC FIBROSIS. I WANT HIM BACK!!!!
HE WAS ONLY 27 YRS OLD, I GUESS THAT SONG IS TRUE ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG. I DON'T UNDERSTAND AND I'M MAD!! LIFE IS NOT FAIR.
I MET MY HUSBAND WHEN I WAS 16 YRS OLD, AND BY THE 2ND DATE HE TOLD ME ABOUT THE DISEASE HE HAD AND THAT HE WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO GROW OLD. IT WAS TOO LATE, I COULD NOT RUN AWAY FROM HIM, I WAS ALREADY MESMERIZED BY HIS WARM SMILE AND AMAZING PERSONALITY, JUST BY THE FIRST DATE.
IT WAS VERY MUCH LIKE A BLIND DATE, "TONY" MY HUSBAND, WORKED AT A CAR WASH, MY MOTHER WAS HAVING OUR CAR WASHED AND TONY SAW MY DRIVERS LICENSE THAT WAS LEFT IN THE CAR. HE LIKED THE PICTURE OF ME, AND LEFT A NOTE WITH HIS NUMBER. I CALLED HIM AND WE DECIDED TO MEET AT THE MALL.
IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!! I FEEL LIKE I'M STUCK IN A NICHOLAS SPARKS NOVEL, I'M THE ONE LEFT BEHIND.
I FEEL I WAS PART OF THE BATTLE, THAT WHEN HE WENT, I SHOULD HAVE GONE TOO! PEOPLE SAY THAT THE PAIN IS GOING TO STOP, BUT I KNOW THAT IT WON'T. I KEEP YELLING AT GOD TO GIVE HIM BACK TO ME. I'M LOST WITHOUT HIM.