God hold's this precious one in his hands
I had been 13 weeks pregnant, and the fiance that I believed loved me and was commited to sharing my life with me, finally stated he would not and could not marry me.
The future that we had spoken about seemed like a distant memory and his only words were kill the foetus, and get over it.
He checked up on me to make sure I did as he requested. I lost a part of my soul that day of the termination. How do I pray to God for forgiveness when the greatest gift he had given me I callously returned.
My ex-fiance killed all emotion and the word love became dead to me.
He could have the heart to want his own flesh and blood dead, to leave me no choice but to do so, to threaten to kill the child if i went ahead with the pregnancy.
There are no words to describe the hollow emptiness that resides in my heart and soul.
All my tears will never change what has happened. The burden to carry forever on my scarred soul.