going out of my mind
My beautiful 24 year old only daughter was killed walking her dog in Hurricane sandy. Three months before that my husband of 35 years was diagnosed at stage 4 liver cancer out of the blue and he died Dec 5 5 weeks after my daughter. If not for the fact that I dont want to leave my 21 year old son an orphan, I would not feel like going on with life without them. I am so sad that my daughter will never get to be 25. It is so unfair. She just had started teaching, her life was ready to really begin.
I was with my husband since we were 20. We grew up together and I thought we would grow old together.