Gone and it's my fault. Only me to blame.
(Grants Pass, OR)
I deserve it double. I was protecting my chickens from a silver colored fox after dark. My cat of nearly 11 years was colored the same as the fox and in the frenzy I took Boo's life when she appeared the same time the fox disappeared. So ashamed of myself. I guess I know how a drunk driver might feel after causing pain. I have been crying for two days now off and on whenever my brain slows down enough to remember which is every 15 minutes or so, but it seems like it is not enough for me. I guess I deserve it so I hope it lasts a long time. She deserved better than that and I am an idiot.