Gone but never forgotten
I lost my husband of 22 years to a car accident. He was coming home from work and lost control of his car hit a bridge and went into the water. He was found the next morning. We looked for him all night to no avail.
Since he passed I have been very depressed and suicidal. It has been almost two years and I am getting worse. I don't want to leave my children but I don't want to live without my husband.
I have gotten medical attention but the depression meds all seem to make me that much worse. I don't know what to do.
He was my whole life and the love of my life. I don't think I can go on without him.