Good Days follow by bad days
Dad has gone for 56 days. Time and reality pushing us moving forward. Mum is going to move into a new apartment next weekend. During Easter Holiday, we all stayed at home with her and handle dad's stuff. My brothers was in the new apartment to do some painting for her. Only me and her to review dad's stuff. It was so sad and both of us got hit when we found out those birthday cards & valentine cards that dad sent to my mum 30 years ago. We just can't control our tears. Mum and Dad was very poor when there were just married. They spent most of their time in making the living for us, thus, they don't have much time in expressing their love to each other (coz reality really doesn't allow them doing so). Also, we are chinese and they usually kept their feeling at the bottom of their heart. When my mum found out all the cards, she collapsed. She said how come she forgot how much he loved him.... and basically, they do have happy lives in recent 7 to 8 years as we all graduated and they don't need to worry about life too much. And time passed really fast esp when they have a happy life in recent 8 years...I just want to say when we organized all dad's stuff,i found that nothing is more important than memories. Those cards, pictures are more valuable then any other luxuries!!!! Keep the memories and spirit at our heart forever is the way how we can grief him. I don't think the grieving will end,,, but it will just exist at different ways when time passes by. I love you Dad!