Goodbye my Hero
It was last weekend (28th June) when I last saw my father smile last. It was a normal saturday with my dad and mum, we were all together, he was shot in cold blood right in front of my eyes by armed robbers. I really don't know how to explain it, but this has scared me for life.. Heck I'm only 20 for Gods sake, now I've been pitted with this task of looking after my 2 younger siblings and my mother. My dad wasn the greatest dad, but he gave us everything, now all that went with him, source of income and security, I honestly don't know how I'm meant to pick up where he left off when I have no job and I'm still in shock at his passing. I know they say God always has a plan, but its killing me that I won't live up to his expectations of me..
Any helpful advice is appreciated.