great dane 12
Basically.....after almost 20 years of marriage i find myself having been told that she may have been content but not sure if she was really happy. Additionally she feels as though her love for me has died. I had never loved anyone this deeply in my life before. I was totally committed. and never failed to tell her of my love and appreciation for her........every couple of months I bought her flowers and told her it was just "happy I love you day". Each year my love for her became much deeper.......I was sold out. So this sudden and totally unexpected turn of events has left me feeling like i've been run over by a freight train from out of nowhere. We did not have a history of fighting and arguing. It's been 6 months now and although I am doing better I still have many more questions than answers............answers that I no longer expect to get. What troubles me the most is the apparent deception and outright lack of honesty that I received in return for my openness and unashamed declaration of love for her. I don't think I will ever be able to trust anyone very much after this.