Greatest love of all time

He passed away 6 months ago. I miss him so much that I could scream! We loved each other and it was meant to be forever. I even loved him when he spoke so loud everyone in the store heard him. I cared but he didn't and then we'd laugh about it. I loved him when we'd be going for a walk, gossiping, laughing and he would stop dead in his tracks, still talking as I'd keep walking. This too made me laugh. I loved him when he'd interrupt me from cooking or cleaning the bath tub just to get a kiss. I loved him when he used the bottom of his tee shirt to wipe his sweaty brow without ever taking it off. I loved him when he'd tease me at the grocery store and comment in front of the cashier that I should stay off the wine for breakfast, even though I didn't drink, Or when he'd bark at dogs in other cars to get their attention. He was and still is the love of my life and I will never be able to replace that man. Not even in a lifetime. I miss him so.

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Feb 04, 2011
I Miss my Love too...

Hubby was a mere mortal, I Loved him like no other but now that he is gone I even miss the little things that used to bug me a little. I have tried to make sure that I have not put him on a pedastal. It is so hard living this new life without him. Today I had a flat tire when I woke up. Normally he would put the spare on. I probably could get the spare on as long as the lug nuts weren't too tight. But I remembered that when he became ill he asked me to put roadside assistance on the insurance. We had it all along but somehow I feel like he was looking out for me even when he was ill.

We start this new life that we don't necessarily welcome at first. I will be the first to admit that I fought doing it tooth and nail, which by the way was in the tire. But eventually we know that we can't call someone everytime things go wrong. That we must rely on ourselves to get things done that normally "they" would have done for us. It is sorta sad and very lonely doing their jobs adapting to what needs doing. But you will get there and the hurt will not leave but will be easier to deal with. Its adjusting our life to its needs. And you can do it we all have to eventually...

Feb 03, 2011
Mine was a wonderful love too!
by: Cindy

I can relate to the things you are saying... my husband has been gone two months and I just scream. I miss him so very much! He was the love of my life and just so hard to go on without him. On February 7th we would have been married 35 years and I don't know this life without him. My husband would have been 64 on February 19th and he too was losing his hearing. He would talk real loud and sometimes I would have to tell him to talk quieter... know I so wish he were here to just scream and I would not even care. He was my whole life and we loved each other so very much and he was so good to me. I pray for you that we have comfort. I know there will never be another man for me either. Rusty was ten years older than me and I don't know how to live this life without him. I was 18 years old when we got married...

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