Greiving for a friend.........

I lost my friend and ex-colleague of 7 years today, two years ago. He died suddenly.I knew he was sick, I could see his body becoming frail and he was in and out of hospital, but that day when I received an sms whilst waiting to be discharged from hospital...I could not believe it.

He left me behind, he left his fiance behind , to raise a little boy without him and my baby girl would never feel the warmth of his embrace and see him smile or break out in a laugh that I could recognize from miles.

Today, I am fighting to hold back the tears because he is no more. The pain is more intense and the shock is fresh as if he just passed away now.