Grieving and so very lonely and lost
I lost my beautiful dog less than a week ago. He had bone cancer and i had to take the decision to euthanise him when the cancer started to get the better of him. I love him so very much. It was just the two of us for 3 years so there was a really strong bond between us. I've lost my boyfriend of 7 months today. He has many good qualities but his worst are that he is a very critical, self righteous, judgmental and quite dominant. He knew that i had experimented with recreational drugs many years ago which he absolutely hated the idea of and is totally against but for some reason, he brought it up again last night and has been really nasty to me about it despite the pain im already in over my dog dying. I dont take drugs now and i was never a bad person so i dont think its fair to be so nasty about something in my past that i cant do anything about. I am so upset right now and feel so alone. I cant believe that someone who is supposed to love and support me would treat me this way and at this time.