David, how you enjoyed your favorite day of the year. Last year as I was getting ready for work,I was hesitant to even go,considering it was only months that you passed. But I pushed forward,not knowing how I would make it through your happiest holiday. I had to brush my teeth so into the bathroom I went, I was so depressed, how could I put on a happy face for my young students when I feel so sad? As I stood over the sink,something caught my eye, it was you standing there smiling, just for a moment. From that instant I was so happy, my colleagues were curious and asked me why,I hadn't smiled since you left.
Not caring about what they would think I told them of my morning and how you appeared. Most of my friends were happy for me and believed my story. All I know is that it wasn't such a bad after all.I don't know if it's what I wanted to believe or if it really happened, but it was just what I needed. I haven't seen him since, but have felt his touch at different times.
I was so in love, how can I be expected to find that same love again.When my husband was dying he asked me to please not be angry and sad, but to try to be happy and get married again, I swore at him,but I realize he did want me to go on.I am trying, but it is the most difficult task of my life.