It was Terry's birthday on the 24TH of Jan and he passed away Sept 19TH 2012. He fought so hard because he wanted to turn 70. Followed by so many first sense he was taken home by the Lord. He left peaceful in my arms at home. Yesterday was so very hard "but I honored him by going to Red Robin," he enjoyed there fish & chips with a Coor's Lite. We sent birthday balloons a loft with a homemade card. Red Robin was so kind and set us at our table. We set his picture up and the manager remembered him. I dashed to the restroom to pull myself together or sat in tears. Sadness mixed with joy as this is his first birthday with the Lord. Then on to see a movie as we would have on his past birthdays. Then home to toast his life with a rum & coke "he used to enjoy them in the mid 80's." Today is the 25TH and at times sadness comes over me. I miss my music man, my soul mate my love.