He ruined my ability to fall in love again
I met my 2nd husband almost 14 years ago in 1998, we met in a club, as soon as we saw each other...we knew that we would be together, the chemistry was amazing! I was newly divorced and he had been divorced for about 6 yrs from his 1st. wife. He does not have children; but, when we met, my children (3) were in early teen years. My 1st husband and I divorced when I found out that he had been cheating on me for almost 10years. Anyway, Michael(2nd husband) and I dated for 7 years before we married, my children were grown at that point, I moved to Fl. with him and for 2 blissful loving years as newlyweds we were very happy, the love and chemistry just kept growing, although I did miss my children, in NJ. Then, his mother had a stroke, lived in NJ, 84 yrs. old, he moved her to Fl., asked If I would be her caregiver..he would pay me 10.00 hrly., in other words, he became my boss. This killed our relationship, I became depressed, he became a total ass...he stopped putting our new marriage first, I left the marriage...to save my sanity..and moved back to NJ, my grown children helped me pick up the pieces, I truly loved and still love Michael. But he doesn't care, after 3 years I'm still aching for him...I have never phoned him because I know that to do that would be detrimental to my emotional health....It still hurts soo much!