he was and is the best brother ever!!!
by athira s
That day was a normal one, feeling the rain ovr my d last night was all filled in ma head. Afta d usuall morning fuzz in hostel I headed 4 ma class.
Was wen the director calld me up n front of my dads frnd dat I was told my grandmom was ill. Being asked to head home then, I rushd to hostl 2 get a bit of thngs packd. None including my mom dad n bro was picking the calls up. Informing my bestie , who was right then at ma home town I strtd hme.
Suspecting something wasnot normal, I strtd getting tensed. Havin an 8 hours journey home, I boarded the train n had been texting my bro all d way asking him to call me. None was responding properly, relatives, parents, not evn ma dads friend hu ws accompaniying me.. making my mind up to take a small nap, i lied on d berth. It was a call dat woke me up, a call from one of ma brothers friend. He asked me my whereabouts, n I had 2 remind him dat I was using that no. n I cudnt keep my feelings to myslf nymor. I calld up my beatie and started cryn realisin sumthing was wrong. N suddenly wen my phone got switched off, didn’t have any other option dan wake my dads friend to know what xactly is happening..
Aftr almost shoutin at him… he said atlast…
My brother didn’t have enough courage to handle things…
N then everything was clear. Why he snt a list of all password last night. Why he hanged the call up. Why none was replyn to the msgs I sent him.
But one question was left unanswered.. what am I supposed to do??
Things dat followed was no good..
Now that people have overcome and forgotten, n mom still crying over it.. I agree I don’t agree I dnt cry, atleast in front of people.. Bt I cnt handle grief. D way I miss him, d way he was d bestest friend I evr had. D way he tuk care each thing of me.D way I cud tell him anything and everything. D way he tuk me wherever he went.
The fact is, I don’t even remember when I saw him alive at last… I miss being envied being such a brother and sister. Now that, I sit alone at home n type dis, I hate being called the only child.