I'm torn apart after my only son Kenn took his own life. He was 18 and always looked so happy and had everything. I feel so heartbroken, I cry everyday. It's been 4months since I lost my baby but I still find it so hard to cope. I even went back to work but don't have the strength to do my job as I used to before. People say they understand but they don't. They try to make me smile and say things that will ease the pain but it doesn't help. Work is the last place I want to be, as I don't think I get enough time to grieve for my son. My family has been really supportive, but I still feel such in deep pain. I even tried to get some professional help. I'm devastated, I wish I could turn back the clock and change things. I don't know what to do. I'm going through a very rough time. Please help!