Heaven..., confusing hell ahead.

by Melanie

i can't believe that this will happen to us. we've been through hard times in our relationship since almost all of the people around us disagree with our "love', but manage to surpass those devastating moments. my man is separated with one child so i am with 3 kids.

everything is well. i felt that i found the man of my dreams and a shinning armour as well. we exchange i love you's often even at midnight, we laugh together often. i could say we have had lot of happy moments together.

he used to support his child every payday in which we both agree for the sake of the child. last night i saw on his cellphone the messages of her stranged wife with thoughtful, caring words for him. i asked him politely, but he turned to me angrily and not answering my questions at all. we have debated this before ( same situation) and i got same reaction from him. i called him to his office this morning with a hope that we could discuss and apparently solve the issue. but to no surprise, he was still mad at me and even asked if what i wanted to happen. he is pertaining to separating with me. which he did the last we discuss bout this issue.

now, im pregnant courtesy of him. i feel so sorry for myself, i just cry, cry, cry and cry. what about the "i love you's"?
will it be gone that fast?
it really hurts to know that he is losing his love for me.

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