Help me understand...
Why did God have to take away the one person that made me happy.
Cody was my everything, He passed away one month ago and the pain is stronger then ever.
I am 9 months pregnant with his little boy - Cody was so excited to be a father, he was so excited to teach his son how to do all the things he liked.
Cody was full of life, 21 years old, great job we bought our first house last year we got married last year in April 2011- We were high school sweet hearts.
I love Cody so much he was my everything, my bestfriend.
Cody Completed me, he was my soulmate. Everyone else might feel the same way about their partner but cody and I were truly meant to be. I thought we would grow old together, I thought we would do it all together. We are young and full of energy but life had other plans.
I am alone now, Pregnant. WHY DID GOD TAKE HIM? why didnt god watch over Cody that night???
Cody was shot and killed by police officers, everything is under investigagtion- Cody was not in the wrong. There will be justice for him.
I dont know how to cope with this pain, I feel like im dying inside! Cody left in the middle of the night while I was sleeping , WHY DIDNT I WAKE UP? WHY DIDNT GOD WARN ME THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG?? I COULD HAVE SAVED HIM, I COULD HAVE MADE SURE CODY NEVER WALKED OUT THE DOOR.
Cody had so much to live for. 21 years old and he is dead, he didnt get to live a life at all. WE WERE SO HAPPY AND EXCITED TO BE PARENTS WE HAD IT ALL AND NOW IT ALL GONE.
MY happiness has disappeared, Im scared to not be a good mother to my baby boy, Im scared to only be able to give him half of myself. He deserves so much better but I am broken I am nothing.
I dont know how to be just STEFFY when it was always STEFFY AND CODY we were always together
Waking up to an empty bed is killing me.
I miss you Cody, I Miss the smell of your skin, I miss your beautiful smile and how it could make every moment better. I miss all of our jokes. All the trips we would take. I miss the way you feel, I miss kissing you and holding you. I can not bear this much longer.
Why did god do this? Why to someone who has everything to live for? Why did he do this to me? How am i suppose to raise my son? How am I suppose to live without Cody ?????