Her beautiful lovely soul, all from a mistake from the dr.
by Mariam Bahi
holding my mom's hand while she was sleeping
My mom 25 days ago died, she had breast cancer but 1 year and 6 month ago she was diagnosed by having breast cancer .The doctor made a big mistake, usually mom do her check up mamography and other exams every 6 months but when the doctor saw that there's something in her breast he didn't tell her that she had to do a biopsy. One day mom was changing her clothes in front of me, i saw that the shape of her right breast is different from the other one and After 6 months when she came back to do her exams and mammography she was already too late.. She was at beginning of stage 4 as the cancer was spread to her lumps and neck ..and the doctors told us she is going to be fine and that she's in her first stage .we were glad because it was not late , me,18 year old girl ,my twin sister and my 3 year old sister were comforting her .. 2 month ago we found out that cancer has spread to her brain, lungs , bones an other organs because one day she had like a stroke she couldn't remember our name , she couldn't say our names when me and my uncles saw her like this we cried a lot , and even when we were in front of her we couldn't catch our tears from falling. 2 month ago when we found out that the cancer has spread we were so shocked, we saw her suffering but without saying a word . The doctor was shocked because she didn't scream , she didn't cry , not a single word .we saw her suffering , in pain , we couldn't do anything .She stayed strong and alive 1 year and 6 month , the doctors said she has only 6 month to live but she fought , i can never forget her lovely beautiful face .. I lost my father 8 years ago so me and my sisters are living with my uncle now. What a hard life to live without a mother . I miss the times when she screamed and yelled at us to clean our rooms and to study .. I miss Kissing her goodnight before sleeping . I miss her soul . R.I.P mom 4/1/2013 and dad 4/2/2004 "She lived for those she loved and those she loved remember." i love you mom <3