His name was Justin,my beloved son.
My son passed away May 31.2011
I am still in shock, in absolute pain, hell and misery. I have returned to work as a nurse, but am barely functioning. How can I take care of the sick when I know my son died alone ...sad and depressed. He was my 1st son, I had him when I was 17 years old. He was a brilliant and talented child, was always in the gifted advanced classes in school. He worked all his life and put himself thru college, getting his degree in engineering. He married a girl he met in high school and they had 2 kids. He bought a house and moved for his engineering job. When he was 34 his wife divorced him and met someone else. He had to pay child support and alimony as well as the house payment that he had once shared with his wife. He was upside down in his house and couldnt sell. 3 days before he died his wife took his son away and posted a notice on his door. He had been depressed and had started drinking and she didnt want him to be around his son. I tried to get him to go to a hospital but he refused to do so. He was found dead in his house. He was 36 years old, dont know the cause of death yet. His ex-wife took all of his things from his house. I feel so guilty about not being able to help him. He worked so hard his entire life and the way he died is so horrible. thanks for listening, a grieving mom