Hope (still) Loves Paul
by Mrs. Hope M. Holt
(Not happy in Tappy)
Our Anniversery Alone :(
Today would have been our 18th anniversary. I am trying to make that huge leap in words from Today IS our anniversary to Today WAS or would have been our anniversary.
You would be proud of me, I did not cry once last night as 2011 approached. I kept it together for boo. It was an act of courage I did not think myself capable.
I Still Miss and Love you. I do not think that will ever disappear but hope that it will someday allow me to start a new life without you. Besides grief it self escaping the grief and loneliness without you is one of the hardest things I have ever attempted.
wish me luck from above, I know your watching :)
Love You Miss You
Your Wife (still)