How can I cope with the suicide of my beloved son
He was a overachiever, a amazing son, father and brother. Never in his life was he depressed. He was found dead in his house and the autopsy came back 'suicide'. he had taken 95 over the counter sleeping pills. It makes no sense to me at all. He had worked so hard for what he had, put him self through college, was a brilliant engineer with many patents. Never abused drugs or alcohol his entire life. There are no answers for me now, only despair and depression over a loss that will never be forgotten. my husband, his stepfather has told me that he is going to get on with his life and that I need to get on with mine. It has only been 3 months!!! How do I deal with a person like this, I feel I am going crazy. I have been married to him 20 years and he met my son when he was 12 years old and helped raise him. hE doesnt understand or seem to be supportive. He says I am a different person and I am. What do I do?