How can i go on without my lovely Sally?
My Beautiful ten year old dog "Sally" had to be unexpectedly put to sleep a few days ago during an operation for what we thought was a reoccurence of Bladder Stones. which she had had surgery for Five years ago succesfully. It turned out she had a large inoperable Bladder Tumor when they operated they telephoned my Husband to tell him that it would be kinder to put her to sleep then,rather than bring her round from Surgery. He came to my place of work to tell me she had gone and i fell apart.... i think what get's too me the most and what upsets me is that that she had been a fit and healthy dog apart from her Bladder Stone Surgery and i have lost pets before but consoled myself that they had been "Old" I have two other dogs who look like lost Souls as she went out to the Vet's and never came home. I feel frozen and cant even think straight as i have always been a big animal lover we have four Cat's also and love them all to bits. I keep re-running my last morning with her before my Husband took her for her Surgery. She was wagging her tail and giving me little side ways glances and pretending to grab at my nose. ( A lovely little game she always played from being a Puppy). I can't believe that's it i wont see her EVER again. and what makes it worse is you have to pretend your ok with people,as they dont get it with Pet loss. I still have my Lovely other two Dogs but it hurts me to see how they are without her as they had this lovely closeness and we took all of them everywhere with us... We even bought a mobile Caravan as i wont kennel my Dog's. Cant deal with how quickly it's all over. Miss you Forever my Beautiful little Girl xxx