How do I get used to being alone?
My husband I were married for 20 years. We were best friends and did everything together with our kids. This weekend, my daughter has a drumline competition out of the state. I am driving there, with my middle son. In a perfect world we would have been going together, stayed the whole time and driven back with the bus late at night. In reality, I will go and watch only part of it and come back home. I just don't feel comfortable driving alone in the middle of the night. It makes me so sad. My friends are all married, with kids of their own, of course they can't go. I am an only child, so no sister to go with. I hate how alone it makes me feel. I am so thankful for the blessings that God has given us these last 10 months. The drumline was an answer to prayers for my daughter. I just wonder if I will ever feel comfortable going to events alone. I will enjoy being there and watching her play. I have to hold on to every positive thing, because I can't stand to live negative.