How do I go on?
My wife of 32 years passed away suddenly two weeks ago. I don't even know the real reason she passed. The official cause of death was cardiac arrest, but the doctor said she could have had a blood clot. The thing that really hurts is I never had a chance to say I love you one more time and kiss her goodbye. I believe she didn't suffer, because I am thinking it was almost instantaneous. And I am glad for that. I am also glad she got to have her favorite food for her last meal. But I miss her so much and feel empty. I am focusing o tasks that need to be done, but otherwise think about her. I try to think of the good times, but that doesn't make any it any easier.