How do I go on
July 4, 2009 I lost my son at the young age of 24. It was the most difficult thing I have ever gone through. My husband and I had each other to lean on. When I thought life couldnt get any worse, less than a year since my husband passed. I am so alone and lonely. I dont know how to go on. When im out i try not to let anyone know but when i go home o sink into depression. Everyone says it will get easier but it just seems to get worse. I want back the love and the closeness we had. I feel like im living a slow death. How do I live again???