How Do You Make Them Understand
My family is wonderful. And I know they have their own lives to go to. But how do you make them understand what you are going through? Roger passed away seven months ago and they think I should move on. I come home to our house and it is empty. I have no one to lean on, no one to hold me. They think about him now and then, I think about him 24/7. There is no moving on. There is no getting over, There is only holding on to the wonderful memories and beautiful person he was.
The pain, the guilt, the anger is it all part of the grieving, because I go through it all every day and every minute. I feel guilty that I am here. I hurt every time I think of him. I am mad at everything and everybody because he is not here to enjoy the things everybody else is enjoying. I miss him so much.