How I Lost My Dad

by Shayna
(Orange County VA)

I woke up and know one was home so i called my mom and i was like thanks guy for leaving me home alone. She started crying so i asked her whats wrong and she said that my dad had a heart attack and they are still trying to work on hime Ill call you and let you know when you can come and see hime. i went down to my neighbors house to wait for the call. One of the deputy's that were with my dad pulled up and was like you know everything that is happening with your dad right? I said NO Know one will tell me what is going on. He said they have been trying to work on your dad for the last two hours he is gone i dropped to the floor and cried for hours. After i kind of got myself together the deputy took my to go see all my family when I got there everyone was already there so i ran to them and started to cry again. My mom asked me if i wanted to go to see him and i couldnt handle it then. When they said they were about to take him away i walked up to my mom and said I need to go see him and say my good buys. so i walked in and his face was covered so i uncovered it and thats when i realized that it was real and he is never going to come back and im 16 so i need my dad right now, but; i sat in there for hours just talking and cryimg to him and kept saying be strong i know you can make it through this dont give up its not you time to go. But i knew what ever i was saying that he is never going to come back. I was the last peron to give him a hug and tell him i loved him and i gald i was but know that i think about it i wish i would have never let him go that night. He is always in my heart and he will always be there with me not the way i want him to be but he is there.
I LOVE YOU DAD WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU KNOW THAT. I KNOW YOU LOVED ME TO.

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