how r u?
MY SON, MY EVERYTHING
Well meaning people calling and asking me "how r u?" Let me tell u how I am doing.
june 30 2012 I got the call. MY SON MY ONLY CHILD DIED. How I suppose to answer on this question. I am great, my heart is ripped from my chest, I am shaking like an old women, I often forget to breath, or brush my teeth. I am into internal design , have beautiful house, now, I hate my house, what do I need it for, the staff what you collecting for your kids, the gold rings for your future daughter in low, the wedding service, u never use, the money you were saving to sup rice your child on his wedding day...
how am i doing? i AM IN PAIN, I CAN NOT THINK STRAIT, I CAN NOT MAKE A DECISION,ON WHAT CAN TO OPEN FOR DINNER(I WAS EXCELLENT COOK) I CAN NOT TALK TO MY MOTHER AND LISTENING HER TELLING ME"U SHOULD DO THIS OR THAT", ICAN NOT DO ANYTHING MY SON IS DEAD AND HE IS NOT COMING BACK.
So next time you ask me " How are you " you stop and take the time to hear how i am.