I can't believe you are gone Daddy.
My father had an outpatient procedure to be done on a Tuesday. I went to work as usual as an ICU nurse that morning, thinking he would be fine and I would see him later. The next 4 days I spent next to his side as he was now a patient in ICU until he died on that Saturday. It has been a little over a week now since he died and I am starting to realize it wasnt a bad dream, he wasn't my patient, he was MY daddy. I have been talking everyone thru this unexpected loss, now I wish I could talk myself through it as well. I miss you daddy!