I can't cope with the loss of my grandad
I lost my grandad on 24th October. He had been suffering from lung cancer but at the time he was really well, he was responding well to treatment so this was the last thing I expected. I'm part of a really close family and I used to do everything with my nan and grandad! I just can't cope or understand the fact that i'm never going to hear his voice or see his face again. People keep telling me it'll get easier with time but it's been just over 3 weeks now and I can tell you it is no easier. I just don't know where to turn. I know everyone looses someone at some point in their life but I never have, maybe this is the problem. My grandad is the only person I have lost and my life without him in it seems unbearable...I just wish I could see him again.