I couldn't do it..........
Well, my new job lasted 4 days. The people were rude & I found myself wanting to just tell them all where to get off. I just can't get back into the living world,it's 7months since my son died by his own choice. I hate music to many memories,I hate being around strangers who have no clue what's happening in world,I guess I just plain hate life right now.I'm not interested in everyday functions, I went to counseling just didn't seem to help.Wonder if life will ever return to some kind of normal or is this it ? I don't know how to be happy or smile anymore.