I couldnt hold it anymore.
IT has been six months since my dad passed away on july 2012 suddenly because of heart attack,after his death i thought i was doing fine until recently, it was as if my emotions has overflowed and suddenly everything seem to have gushed out .For Past few weeks my mind has been thinking about him almost all the time, my tears has been falling almost every night. missing him so dearly , having so much to say to him and i am feeling so guilty all at the same time. Every time i thought about heart would ache so badly.
It was then i realize i wasn't ok, as what i have told everyone around me ,i am tired putting on that smiling face really tired.