I didn't get to say goodbye
my nana loved to go down to cape cod on the weekends. my family lives in Massachusetts so were not that far. she has type 2 diabetes and can't walk without a walker because of her weight. she loved to camp all her life, especially with my mom and her siblings as kids. on March 9 she went to the cape with my uncle and my grandfather. they parked by the canal and had lunch. they came home and my grandpa usually helps her up the stairs, but she got up all by herself. so they all went inside and my nana went to the couch to sit. she then asked my uncle for the blood sugar meter. and thats when my aunt noticed her heart literally pound out of her chest. my uncle kept saying "mom! mom!" but she was in a coma. she was rushed to the hospital and my mom left me saying "nana was rushed to the hospital" i wasn't there the time this all happened. so i stay at a friends house because my mom stays overnight. and the next day my mom calls me and says she has minimal brain activity and is still in a coma. i don't know what to say. later that day she picks me up unexpectedly and tells me she passed away. i had no emotion and didn't do or say anything mainly because i couldn't tell myself that she was really gone. We went over for dinner every monday night since i was born. i saw her every week. her smile, her laugh, now i would never see it again. she couldn't even hear my mom say that her only grandchild loves her because she was in a coma. and i didn't get to say goodbye.