i didnt know

by hannah

my dad was super religous

my dad was super religous

i lost my dad 12/23/11 and my aunt 10/29/11. i feel kind of selfish now because i didnt realize that my family wasnt the only one to lose many people in a short amount of time. ive gone through anger, sarrow, barganing, and thought i was at aceptance. My school counseler said that people bounce through the greving stages and my mom said the numbness of the death is wearing off. i can feel it many times at school i have wanted to cry but i wont cry unless i know no one can see me. When my aunt passed (suicide) the whole school knew about it, but when my dad passed (he didnt wake up they thing it had something to do with his meds.) i only told 3 people(all my teachers knew)i felt like no one cared because no was was doing anything about it. there had been 2 memorials type things for my aunt but nothing (still) for my dad.im slowly working through life but it hard.

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