I Had a Dream

by Judith in California
(USA)

Chuck, Last night I had a dream about us and in that dream I cupped your face in my hands and said "this is the way it was meant to be , you and me, til death us do part". And then I woke up and began to sob as I am now knowing you did die but I didn't die with you as I had hoped we would . This life is hard without you. I try so hard to do each day but it's so lonely . I had to lay Marley , our outside kitty, down on Monday and that hit me hard too because were it not for you I would have never befriended him and taken him in. You felt sorry for him and wanted me to feed him so you are connected to him and everything I do, everywhere I go. I miss you terribly. It's been a year and 3 months without you. My heart still aches so bad.
I always think of this song a I say Oh, my Love so often.

Oh, my love my darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
Godspeed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea
to the open arms of the sea
lonely rivers sigh 'wait for me, wait for me'
I'll be coming home wait for me

Oh, my love,my darling
I've hungered for your touch