I just DON'T feel the pain.

by Naomi Richeson

Well I don't tell my story often because I don't want anyone's pity. It all began in 2005 when I lost my nephew .He was 17 and they say he committed suicide. Everyone in the family believes different. Anyhow my sister was so devastated at the loss of her son she was going crazy. Then two years later she was sitting in a vehicle parked on curb and was hit head on by a drunk driver killing her. I didn't know what to feel, think, or do. Then in the same year five months later my second child was abducted at two years old his name was Ephram Richeson. The next year I became pregnant and at five months the father of my child dies from rare heart disorder. Then same year my close friend gets murdered. The following year my best friend dies from overdose. The following year my girlfriend dies she was ran over by man in truck. Hit and run. Then I meet someone helps me get through it and he dies eight months later. Then this year my dad passes from cirrosis and eight months later my mom dies. When will it end?

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Sep 29, 2013
Feeling pain
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for all you have had to endure. This must seem a living nightmare for you.
You need support. A grief counselor would help. Keeping a journal may help. Do not give up on life and certainly DO NOT entertainment curses ideas. People say ignorant things sometimes. I am so sorry you've had such a rough life. Keep connecting with people.

Apr 23, 2013
appreciative words
by: Anonymous

I so greatly appreciate all the comments and often wonder how I am able to still be a sain mom. I have two babies 5 and my youngest 3 has cerebal palsey by gods grace I have enough strength to be there for them. I hear the stories shared in my comments and my heart aches For your loss .I have been told of a curse being placed over my head but don't have knowledge to proceed in that direction. I refuse to use my shortcomings as an excuse to not care and take the easy way instead I try pay attention to everyone else pain and find their strong will.

Apr 23, 2013
appreciative words
by: Anonymous

I so greatly appreciate all the comments and often wonder how I am able to still be a sain mom. I have two babies 5 and my youngest 3 has cerebal palsey by gods grace I have enough strength to be there for them. I hear the stories shared in my comments and my heart aches For your loss .I have been told of a curse being placed over my head but don't have knowledge to proceed in that direction. I refuse to use my shortcomings as an excuse to not care and take the easy way instead I try pay attention to everyone else pain and find their strong will.

Apr 20, 2013
Too Much Loss To Deal With
by: Judith in California

Naomi, My goodness! No wonder you don't feel the pain. You've experienced Loss Overload. You don't even get a chance to deal with the loss of one before another happened. Maybe a grief counselor or psychologist can help you work through each one. It's all too much. How could anyone sort out all those feelings and give justice to each separate loss? I often wonder when I read of such loss how a person could possibly deal with it all. I just can't imagine. It was hard eniugh for me to deal with the loss of my hudsband and still is to a degree.

We who come here don't give pity, only sympathy and try to understand and give support.

I Pray that you will be able to sort it all out and come to terms with each loss in a peaceful acceptance.

Apr 20, 2013
I just DON'T feel the pain
by: Doreen U.k.

Naomi I am deeply sorry for all the losses of people from your life. This observation to me is so very difficult to process and yet you are the one going through it. I have no words to express how terribly sad I feel for your enormous losses from your life.
Of course you will wonder what is going to happen next.
Try and see a Counsellor to help you grieve these immense losses otherwise you will be so numb for a long time and this will just prolong your grief and suffering. You cannot handle this all alone without support. You have been through such a cruel and immense loss that will leave you wondering how you can go on each day feeling the way you do. I am not surprised that you are numb and can't feel the pain. You haven't had space and time to heal between each loss which is why seeking the support of a counsellor is one of the best way's forward in dealing with such immense loss.
If you believe in God please seek the support of a pastor. I know of CURSES and how they can affect a life and so many crises happen and you wonder what is going on. Where there has been multiple deaths in a persons life the way you have had it could be the result of a curse. Some Spiritual man with discernment can search this out and bring you the release and hope you need. It won't harm you to find out what is going on because this doesn't feel like a normal run of happenings in so short a space of time. My nephew at the age of 30yrs. threw himself in front of an express train due to depression and being on medication with suicidal side effects. My sister was mad with grief and had to have a counsellor come to her home and help her. 6yrs. on she has been able to recover. But she will have these scars forever. She doesn't live with such immense pain as those initial days that you are in just now. May God heal you from such immense loss and help you cope in the days ahead with a good supportive network of people.

Apr 20, 2013
So Sorry
by: Anonymous

So sorry for you

Apr 20, 2013
God Is In Control!
by: Anonymous

Dear Naomi, My heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry for your Losses and may you find peace through all that you've been through and will go through in you'r life time. The question most people ask is why? Why do bad thing's happen to good people? Etc. You see we are in a fallen world. Meaning, a sinful world, since the garden of eden when adam and eve disobeyd God. Since then thing's would never be the same. That's why death is all around us and that Jesus Christ died on a cross for our sins so that we can be reconciled to God.In the Bible, the book of ECCLESSIASTES says, there is nothing new under the sun. What is happening now happend then, its just more modern and yet, still as bad. most recently, I lost my brother do to a heart attack while working out at the Gym, never in my year's would my family and I think we would be going through his passing away at 41 just this past march 2013, his birthdy was just 9 days earlier In Jan. 2013 My son almost got murded by a seventeen year old boy over an arguement of a cell phone, almost cut off his head But, God spared his life. A troubled kid ran off a side walk in a very buisy tourist area killing 3 people and wounding several others, just a few weaks ago. I dont know you, but I just feel that I needed to tell you that God Loves You and that he's only a prayer away. in the Bible he said to come to him, those who are heavily laden and he will give you rest. My prayer for you is that you'll trust him in all and everything that may be happening around you and know that He is in Control. God Bless You and your loved ones.

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