I just dont know where to go from here
It's been 3 months and I miss him so much. The loneliness is excruciating. Sorry about the spellings. As I write this my heart is breaking. I am tired of making decisions on my own. I just want him back. I have no family around me. They are all over the the US. I don't know where to turn. God please help me. I just don't know how much more loneliness I can take. We were together 36 years. We taught each other everything. Now I feel broken into millions of pieces. People are trying to tell me how to live and what to do. Didn't they get it I can only go through the motions. Thats all I have and I don't even have that right now. IS ANYONE OUT THERE!!!!