I lost him..

by Steffy Shobe
(Phoenix, Arizona)

I lost him,
he is gone for good.


I dont understand why this happened?

PLEASE SOMEONE TAKE AWAY THE PAIN.
I feel so dead inside.


Cody was my everything, my beloved husband,
He was my happiness.

Cody has been gone now for almost 5 months.
He was killed, murdered on Jan 16 2012.

I miss him so much, I dont know what to do,
I was 7 months pregnant when he was killed.
Our son is beautiful, he looks just like cody.

I hurt s bad, I feel like i lose more and more f myself everyday, I cry myself to sleep every night.

I miss you cody baby, I dont want to be with out you,
I dont want to be alone.

I MISS YOU CODY SO MUCH
I love you, ALWAYS have and ALWAYS will.

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Jun 07, 2012
I lost him
by: Doreen England

Hi Steffy Shobe
I am sorry you are in so much pain at the loss of your husband. I know how you feel. I have just buried my husband 12 days ago. He died from cancer. It is so very painfull. You feel as if your soul is bleeding to death and you want instant relief. I wish I could say something that would encourage you and lift you up. Sadly we have to go through the grief in order to heal from it. There are no easy answers and easy way out.
Please seek a counsellor. You are in a desperate state right now and do need bereavement counselling. Please think about this. It will help you move forward in your grieving and the counsellor is trained to hold your pain whilst you work through this.
Best wishes in whatever you decide to do for yourself.

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