I lost more than a mother
My mom was more than mother to me she was also my best friend. Im just 16 and she passed away a year ago due to breast cancer. I feel that I have lost my way and it's very hard for me to accept this cruel reality. I think I can never be happy again and I can't be expressive to anyone about my grief because I feel nobody will understand what I'm going through. More importantly I'm always afraid that I will never reach my mother's expectations, she always wanted me to become mature and strong. I always try to see the bright side and stay optimistic but when I look at other people I just think that why only me.