I lost my 3 babies (2 rabbits and a dog)
(Southside Al USA)
My sweet sweet Mr. Cha the Rabbit was a dwarf.
So beautiful that his black and white ears looked like a butterfly but he was always sick and didn't feel like being with the other rabbits.
I saw a husky dog next door with a blue eye and a brown one so Cha, had deep ocean blue eyes, and I noticed that one of his eyes was changing, and I thought it was going to change to brown. Turns out he had a parasite in it and the lens "blew" and his left eye had to be removed.
I feel so responsible. The pain in his sweet eye had to be terrible all that time. After coming home, Cha gave up the will to live, I had to force feed him and I prayed, oh how I prayed, only for him to die 3 years later of the parasite being in his brain. I honestly thought I could get God to heal him. That I could WILL him to live.
For 3 weeks I remained by his side feeding him and changing his diapers and wet towels under him. I literally lost touch with reality. I had no rest, no sleep and was frantic, my husband called me from work and said "It is time, he needs to go and I can't watch you go down anymore." I handed my pretty baby boy over to the DR and in a few minutes, he came back to me DEAD and lifeless. we had a service and buried him.
One month and one week later..........his companion was on my bed. I looked over and my sweet Pooky was taking her last breaths. I picked her up and screamed to the top of my lungs; "NNNNNOOOOOOOO!!!!! out to God. She died in my arms. A part of me died when they died. I can't go on. I will have to finish next time.