I lost my 3 babies (2 rabbits and a dog)

by Donna
(Southside Al USA)

My sweet sweet Mr. Cha the Rabbit was a dwarf.
So beautiful that his black and white ears looked like a butterfly but he was always sick and didn't feel like being with the other rabbits.

I saw a husky dog next door with a blue eye and a brown one so Cha, had deep ocean blue eyes, and I noticed that one of his eyes was changing, and I thought it was going to change to brown. Turns out he had a parasite in it and the lens "blew" and his left eye had to be removed.

I feel so responsible. The pain in his sweet eye had to be terrible all that time. After coming home, Cha gave up the will to live, I had to force feed him and I prayed, oh how I prayed, only for him to die 3 years later of the parasite being in his brain. I honestly thought I could get God to heal him. That I could WILL him to live.

For 3 weeks I remained by his side feeding him and changing his diapers and wet towels under him. I literally lost touch with reality. I had no rest, no sleep and was frantic, my husband called me from work and said "It is time, he needs to go and I can't watch you go down anymore." I handed my pretty baby boy over to the DR and in a few minutes, he came back to me DEAD and lifeless. we had a service and buried him.

One month and one week later..........his companion was on my bed. I looked over and my sweet Pooky was taking her last breaths. I picked her up and screamed to the top of my lungs; "NNNNNOOOOOOOO!!!!! out to God. She died in my arms. A part of me died when they died. I can't go on. I will have to finish next time.

Comments for I lost my 3 babies (2 rabbits and a dog)

Click here to add your own comments

Jul 21, 2015
I Know Your Pain
by: Ember

This year of july, 2015, our rabbit Peter died and even though he could be a bit of a butt but he was a bit of a softy on the inside but why should it matter this rabbit was just a pet right? No! I went through the loss of 3 dogs over the past two years and still haven't gotten over it. People just don't know what its like even some with "pets" themselves. But they are not pets they are family and shall forever be loved.

Click here to add your own comments

Join in and write your own page! It's easy to do. How? Simply click here to return to Loss of pet.

[?]Subscribe To This Site
  • follow us in feedly
  • Add to My Yahoo!
  • Add to My MSN
  • Subscribe with Bloglines

RSS Feed Widget


Tap into the compassion, support and wisdom of the


Essential Healing Guide

Grief Relief

Free Griefwork

Free Stress

SBI Video Tour!