I lost my Angel and Soulmate
I lost my wife of almost 17 years when she died on December 13, 2011. She was hit by a car while walking to the bus stop. I never saw her again after she left that morning & we kissed each other goodbye & said we loved each other. She was hit in the head & nobody ever wanted me to see her so I did not. I have her with me as she was cremated. I kiss her goodnight every day. I miss her so much I cant stand it. I go to work every day for my 4 hours and put on the show of being ok for my 15 year old daughter & 21 year old son, but inside I am dying. All I want to do is be with her. I do not know how long I can go on like this. I am so depressed sometimes & I am even on anti depressants. She was a bigger girl but so beautiful. We had our ups and downs like everyone, but our love was like a fairy tale. I still cant believe that she is gone.