I lost my angel

by Brenda Stanley
(Panama City Beach, FL)


On September 20, 2012 I lost my daughter. She was 44 years old and even though the police cannot prove it - I know that her boyfriend that she has kept up for 12 years gave her an overdose of pills. She just changed her insurance policy to 750K insurance that was payable to him and all thru the house there were letters from different insurance companies that had sent applications to be filled out. Right now I am planning her funeral and that sorry thing just walks away from everything. Its only been ten days but it is getting worse - I am so sick. Please tell me that this will get better.

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Oct 02, 2012
I'm sooo sorry
by: Lori

I feel your pain. I hurt for you and I know your heart has no room for this evil man's negative infiltration. I pray that you will force your sweet soul to put a barrier up that will protect you from him hurting you anymore than you already are. He has caused enough damage in this lifetime by taking the life of your daughter... don't let his evil spirit hurt your daughter even more by affecting you. She is in Heaven looking on you and instead of being angry with him, she is hurting for you... let her know that you will only concentrate on the love you have for her and her love for you and disgard this evil man from your brain so your soul can release you to comfort your daughter's soul with pure love. I lost my son. A mother should never experience their child leaving this planet before her! I ache for you. Please know I am praying for you.

Oct 02, 2012
I'm sooo sorry
by: Lori

I feel your pain. I hurt for you and I know your heart has no room for this evil man's negative infiltration. I pray that you will force your sweet soul to put a barrier up that will protect you from him hurting you anymore than you already are. He has caused enough damage in this lifetime by taking the life of your daughter... don't let his evil spirit hurt your daughter even more by affecting you. She is in Heaven looking on you and instead of being angry with him, she is hurting for you... let her know that you will only concentrate on the love you have for her and her love for you and disgard this evil man from your brain so your soul can release you to comfort your daughter's soul with pure love. I lost my son. A mother should never experience their child leaving this planet before her! I ache for you. Please know I am praying for you.

Oct 02, 2012
I lost my angel
by: Doreen U.K.

Brenda I am sorry for your loss of your daughter. I have a son of 43yrs. I couldn't bear to lose any of my 3 Adult children.
It is a very painfull place to be right now, especially losing an Adult child. We don't expect our children to leave this world before us. If you find your grief too unbearable please see a grief counsellor for support. This is more so when one loses a child/Adult.
I lost my husband to cancer 5 months ago. I am still having a hard time in grief. I don't know how long it will last as it is different for each of us. But it will get better. I don't think God would let us suffer grief forever. Our bodies, mind, and emotions wouldn't be able to cope.

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