I lost my beautiful daughter Lorene Angele at the age of 33, March 21, 2012..

by Roberta Pangman
(Winnipeg canada)

Lorene was only 33 but her life had been riddled with pain and turmoil and still she had one of the most brillant smiles and biggest heart of any human being born on this earth, or so I believe! She died in her sleep unexpected, the ME told us that they think it was her heart (75% blocked) and she just stopped breathing, she did not have any pain or foul play. We were told she was at a friends house when it happened but they would not tell us which friend just the name of the street? I'm still in shock and so are her 3 kids that me and my husband will now raise for her knowing that is what she would have wanted. I believe the three kids are helping us through the grieving process as we are all in this together. We have good days and bad days, we sometimes wake up crying or go to bed crying, or at least I do and I have observed crying and sobbing with nightmares in the children they are aged 14. 8 and 5. The 14 year old Tristin shares the same birth date as my daughter and since she died just before that it was very difficult to get through that birthday. She will forever be 33 while he continues. He is in councelling and has been for several years due to mental issues and they are helping him with his grief also. I did go for a couple of sessions and they really helpful just talking about it and getting confirmation we are grieving in a normal way, or what anyone can determine is normal as there is no right or wrong way to do things in this tragic situation. I think I will come back to this later as it is too much to do all at once, so for now RIP my beautiful angel...xxxooo

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May 16, 2012
Life is different now
by: carol,seans mom

Roberta, I know it was your first time writing,but nice job. Continue to write. I am a 49 year old mom who lost her 24 and a half year old son in November,2011. He was with me half my life. I had him at the age he died. He is going to miss out on his life. Sean died in his sleep but a rare circumstance. The doctors called it The Perfect Storm. I can not always think of that day because I am to weak now. I think alot about the life he lost and the loving family and friends left behind. Sean was the oldest of three and my only son. Hold tight to your grandchildren. They will give you the strength to survive. Your beautiful daughter will watch over you. I never believed in any of that stuff but honestly some strange things have happened in my new world. My life was once so happy and promising, I love my children more than anything. Now I have a lot of pain, sadness and anger. I am not a healthy woman anymore. My life has changed drasticlly in six months. Hang on,it is a rough ride! I wish you peace!

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